StayReal.BeCool.StayFressh.BeFly

baaboooom @ 2006-03-06T23:01:00

2006-03-07T04:10:00Z

done with this one =) now try and find me muahaha

baaboooom @ 2006-02-06T20:01:00

2006-02-07T01:04:56Z

my livejournals not working for meee!!!! =*(
it won't let me go on my page or see anyone
elses. bummmerrr so i'll be off this thing
for a bit, see you when i see you =)

baaboooom @ 2006-01-24T20:24:00

2006-01-25T01:31:46Z

in a heart beat!

baaboooom @ 2006-01-22T21:21:00

2006-01-23T02:32:21Z

today was wonderful!! well not the whole day but my day ended off grrreat! =) today woke up early for no reason. chilled at home for a bit watched some movies alone. how sad is that eh! lol. the boyfriend called me. and we talked and talked and talked. then i went to run some ereins. then went to shaun's house and just chilled with everyone. thennnn went to go see the boyfriend! had to wait sooooo long and it was so cold. then finally i got to see him. and we talked and laughed and it was just so great to finally see him! ohh how his face got so fat! he so adorable! and the funniest thing was we got in trouble cause we were holding hand LOL! i thought it was so funny but very embarrassing. can't wait to go see him again. ohh how i miss that big fat loser! he is such a sweetheart! lifes been good. and i'm very happy =)
mann i have work tomorrow at 9:30 and i have to take the stupid bus to work! jeeeez im going to have to wake up so early! boooooooo i hate taking the bus! i'm still trying to get over this cold that i have!

baaboooom @ 2006-01-18T18:29:00

2006-01-18T23:32:19Z

AWWW! WHAT A FREAKEN SWEETHEARTTT!!!!! =)

=)

2006-01-17T00:55:01Z

so today was my frist day of work. and it was pretty good. i rule cause i learned how to do everything there in only half an hour =) and the girl that i was working with was so slow! and i swear i wanted to punch her. cause she thought she knewn how to do everything there and she didn't she had to keep on asking the manger. what a loser! and she burned my hand!!!! plus she was a fob. but i don't hate! lol. so i work everyday but wednesday. and hopefully i can go see the boyfriend. cause i miss him sooo much! aww i feel so bad he called my house today and i wasn't home cause i was working. so i missed his call and i didnt get to talk to him. i think that it's so cute that he calls me everyday cause he so far from me. and he calls me just to let me know that he's doing good and that he misses me. what a sweetheart. but yaa he talked to my brother today and told him to tell me that he's good and all that stuff. i really want to go visit him but he so farrrr jeeez! annie wais. i'm really thinking of gettin another job but part time. cause i get off work at 4 everday. meaning i'll be able to get another job and just start at 5. i'm able to maintian two jobs! plus this will keep me busy and out of trouble. =) i also chilled with kamille today. i haven't seen this freaken girl for AGES! i swear it's been wayy to long. man why is my moma trippin?

Happy Birthday LONG! =D

borrred

2006-01-15T23:37:20Z

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Stephannie
2. Tree
3. Noy

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. stephannie
2. fattyfacee
3. blushh

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. laos
2. laos
3. laos

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. psycho ex-girlfriends that won't leave me and my boyfriend alone!
2. walking home at night alone
3. snakes

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. food
2. water
3. sleep

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. hotpink pj pants
2. gray t-shirt
3. brothers sweater

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR
MUSICAL ARTISTS:
1. Mary J
2. Chris Brown
3. Led Zeppelin (cause of the boyfriend)

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS:
1. so sick
2. be without you
3. disappeare

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. love/loyalty
2. laughter
3. honesty

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in no particular order):
1. im addicted to chocolate.
2. im pregnant.
3. im a clubhead.

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE
PREFERRED SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. the smile. it's all about the smile
2. tight buns
3. juicy lips

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. him. haha
2. shopping...
3. playing games.

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY
BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. go skating
2. go shopping
3. see him

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE
CONSIDERING/YOU'VE CONSIDERED:
1. chef.
2. hair stylist
3. fashion designer

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. haiwii
2. europe
3. laos/thailand

THREE KID'S NAMES YOU LIKE:
1. jamielynn
2. baby number 1( haha i donno i havent given it much thought im still young! )
3. baby number 2

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. say i love you & thanks to all i love
2. say i hate you to all i hate
3. oh ya have a loving family of my own. husband, kids, you know

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY:
1.
2.
3.

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE
STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL:
1. i love shopping/fashion
2. i whine
3. i love boys

THREE CELEB CRUSHES:
1. brad pitt
2. paul walker
3. orlando bloom before he turned girly

THREE PEOPLE THAT I WOULD LIKE TO SEE
TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW:
1. YOU
2. and youuu
3. and ummm YOU!

=)

2006-01-15T09:06:42Z

Appearance
[ ] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[ ] I have many scars.
[x] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[ ] I have/I've had braces.
[ ] I wear glasses.
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100 safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[x] I have more than 2 piercings
[ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears
[ ] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[ ] I'm in school.
[x] I have a job.
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[ ] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[x] I failed more than 1 class last year...
[x] I've stolen something from my job (CANDY. haha)
[ ] I've been fired.
[x] I've skipped school.

Embarrasment
[ ] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[ ] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[ ] I've glued my hand to something
[ ] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[x] I've had my pants rip in public

Health
[ ] I am allergic to many things.
[ ] I've gotten stitches.
[ ] I've broken a bone.
[] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x] I've sat in a doctors office with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.

Traveling
[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[x] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[x] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.

Experiences
[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts...
[x] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[x] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car...
[ ] I've been Skiing
[x] I've been in a play...
[x] I've met someone in person from the internet..
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern Lights.
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played chicken..
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten Sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[ ] I'm single
[x] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[x] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[ ] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've cheated in a relationship.
[ ] I've gotten divorced
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[ ] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality
[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.

Honesty/Crime
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't..
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't....
[x] I've snuck out of my house...
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am..
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test...
[x] I've run a red light
[x] I've been suspended from school.
[x] I've witnessed a crime.
[x] I've been arrested...
[x] I've been in a fist fight...
[x] I've shoplifted

Drugs/Alcohol
[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[x] I've passed out from drinking.
[x] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[x] I've smoked weed
[ ] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[x] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression...
[ ] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[ ] I've hurt myself on purpose...
[ ] I'm addicted to self harm.
[x] I've woken up crying.

Death and Suicide
[x] I'm afraid of dying.
[x} I hate funerals.
[ ] I've seen someone dying.
[ ] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[ ] I've planned my own suicide.
[ ] I've attempted suicide.
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.

Materialism
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[x] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[x] I own something from The Gap.
[ ] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.

Random
[ ] I can sing well.
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[x] I open up to others easily.
[x] I watch the news.
[x] I don't kill bugs.
[ ] I curse regularly.
[x] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[ ] I'm a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[x] I twirl my hair
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name..
[x] I love being neat
[ ] I love Spam
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
[x] I bake well.
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue...
[x] I would wear pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart....
[ ] I know how to shoot a gun
[ ] I am in love with love...
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[x] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I believe in ghosts.
[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[x] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[x] I love white chocolate
[ ] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games.
[x] I'm good at remembering faces.
[x] I'm good at remembering names
[x] I'm good at remembering dates.
[x] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
[x] My answers are totally honest
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**kiss**
[x] on the cheek
[x] on the lips
[ ] on the butt
[x] on their hands or fingers
[x] in my room
[x] in their room
[x] of the opposite sex
[x] of the same sex
[x] in a different state
[ ] a little younger than me
[x] a little older than me
[x] with black hair
[ ] with curly hair
[x] blonde hair and blue eyes
[ ] with red hair
[x] with straight hair
[ ] shorter than me
[ ] with a lip ring
[ ] who i truly love/loved
[x] who was drunk
[x] who was high
[x] in the morning
[x] right after waking up
[x] just before bed
[x] late at night
[ ] who I had just met
[ ] who I really didn't want to kiss
[ ] while i was going out with some else
[x] on a couch
[ ] in a graveyard
[x] at school
[x] against a wall
[x] at a dance
[ ] at a show
[ ] at the beach
[ ] in a pool
[x] who was/is a good friend
[x] in the rain
[ ] with an std
[x] in a car/taxi/bus
[x] at a party
[ ] on a plane
[x] in the movies
[x] in a bathroom
[x] in the dark
[ ] on a roof top
[ ] under water
[x] with a tongue ring
[x] while driving
[ ] who was dating someone
[ ] a stranger
[ ] more than one person at once
[ ] goodbye forever
[x] when i was drunk
[ ] who didn't speak english
[ ] in a firetruck
[x] on a playground
[x] on a bench
[ ] in a hot tub
[ ] in the ocean
[x] on the floor
[ ] on a table
[ ] in the shower
[ ] on a trampoline
[x] in the tubes at mcdonalds/burger king
[ ] on a cruise
[x] in the snow
[x] under the stars
[ ] on a ski lift
[x] in an elevator
[x] while chewing gum
[x] on a chair
[ ] under a waterfall
[ ] in a hot air balloon
[x] in the woods
[x] on the ear
[x] on the neck
[x] upsidedown
[x] at a red light
[x] on a staircase
[x] under a staircase
[x] while your sleeping
[ ] on a rock jetti
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:: Honestly, where are you now? brothers room
:: Honestly, what's on your mind? hope he's doing okay?
:: Honestly, what is it that you really should be doing right now? sleeping
:: Honestly, have you brushed your teeth today? of course
:: Honestly, are you a good friend? I believe I am.
:: Honestly, do you really think going to school is important? yes, but i'm being stupid.
:: Honestly, what are your dreams mostly about? really random things/people.
:: Honestly, who/what makes you happy most of the time? My family, bestfreinds, freinds, and the boyfriend
:: Honestly, what are you sad about right now? i'm sick.
:: Honestly, how old are you? 17
:: Honestly, what song are you listening to? Mary J - be without you
:: Honestly, who do you want to meet/see at this very moment? Hilary Duff, Chris Brown :: Honestly, do you have a deadly disease? no
:: Honestly, do you hate someone right now? yes
:: Honestly, who/what do you wanna hug right now? him.
:: Honestly, are you bored? pretty bored.
:: Honestly, who do you wanna slap right now? no one
:: Honestly, are you in love/crushing right now? very much crushing.
:: Honestly, do you think he/she likes you? - I would think so, since we're together.
:: Honestly, have you said what you feel for him/her? - yup.
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1. What do you wish you had been named? Stephannie.
2. What is the nickname most people call you? Tree
3. Do you plan to change your name when you're 18? no
4. If you could become any age you wanted, right now, what age would it be and why?: back when everything didn't matter & when things weren't so complicated. (yeahh)
5. Why is (green, black and hotpink) your favorite color? passion for hotpink. feeling the green very much so.
6. If your first choice of careers doesn't work out, what would you choose as a "backup?": not really sure. theres lots to choose from.
7. What holiday could you easily do without?: Never thought about it.
8. Assuming you have a crush on somebody, what is it exactly that you like about him/her? How he's so sweet to me, makes me laugh and just makes me happy.
9. What singer or band can you imitate the best? Britany Spears LOL
10. Do you worry about finding your soul mate and getting married?: nope
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FAVORITES
Type of chocolate: white
Eye color: brown
Candle scent: vianall
Method of communication (in person, telephone, etc): in person
Weather: not too hot, not too cold. (fall weather, love it)
Summer activity: pure chillinnn. beach, camping, wonderland, volleyball
Winter activity: skating, sledding
Computer game: solitaire, mindsweeper, poker
Newspaper comic: none
Section in a bookstore: whatevers good

EITHER/OR
Elvis or Madonna? Madonna
Green or red? green
Martial arts or yoga? martial arts
Lollipop or Hershey's Kiss? lollipop
When you sleep, bedroom door open or closed? closed
Jacket or sweatshirt? both
Radio or CDs? both
Recliner chair or cushion on the floor? sofa
Bunk bed: their alright if you're sleepin on the bottom
Handwriting or typing? typing
Chicken Soup: sure
Ballet or jazz? jazz
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-Current Mood: tired
-Current Music: slow jams
-Current Taste: chocolate
-Current Hair: ponytail.
-Current Annoyance: my backs hurting
-Current Longing: my own car
-Current Thing I Ought To Be Doing: sleeping
-Current Windows Open: Wordpad, LJ, Msn, Music
-Current desktop picture? black
-Current Favourite Music Artist: Mary J Blige, Chris Borwn, Denstiy Child
-Current Favourite Group: Denstiy Child
-Current Favourite Book: -
-Current CD In Stereo: slowjams
-Current Video In VCR: -
-Current DVD in DVD player: The Ancorhman
-Current Colour Of Toenails: natural
-Current colour of Finger Nail polish: natural
-Current Refreshment: water
-Current Worry: high school, work

stole from Kamille!

2006-01-10T20:53:54Z

Your Birthdate: March 7

You are an island. You don't need anyone else to make you happy.
And though you see yourself as a loner, people are drawn to you.
Deep and sensitive, you tend to impress others with your insights.
You also tend to be psychic - so listen to that inner voice!

Your strength: Your self sufficiency

Your weakness: You despise authority

Your power color: Maroon

Your power symbol: Hammer

Your power month: July

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

whoot whoot

2006-01-08T02:25:55Z

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHA CHI
hope you have a grrrreat birthday =)

I WAS SO BORED! haha

2006-01-05T05:27:59Z

1. DO YOU SNORE?
not that i know of

2. ARE YOU A LOVER OR A FIGHTER?
both haha

3. WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR?
YOUR MOM!

4. AS A KID, WERE YOU A LEGO MANIAC?
nah not a maniac

5. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF "REALITY" TV?
meh, watch it sometimes

6. DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS?
yeah

7. WERE YOU A CUTE BABY?
who knows?! i was a fattyfacee haha

8. IS THE SINGLE LIFE FOR YOU?
it was, but i like how things are now =)

9. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR KEYBOARD?
gray

10. DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER?
yeah

11. HAVE YOU EVER BUNGEE JUMPED?
nope. one dayy

12. ANY SECRET TALENTS?
haha don't watch that

13. WHAT'S YOUR IDEAL VACATION SPOT?
mamii. don't know why

14. IS JAY LENO FUNNY?
funny looking YA

15. CAN YOU SWIM?
yes

16. HAVE YOU SEEN THE MOVIE "DONNIE
DARKO"?
nope

17. DO YOU GIVE A DAMN ABOUT THE OZONE?
sure.

18. HOW MANY LICKS DOES IT TAKE TO GET
TO THE CENTER OF A TOOSTIE POP?
don't know. so shut up

19. CAN YOU SING THE ALPHABET
BACKWARDS?
haha hells no. even when im not drunk!

20. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON AN AIRPLANE?
yuppp

21. ARE YOU AN ONLY CHILD?
nahh dude older brother

22. DO YOU PREFER ELECTRIC OR MANUAL
PENCIL SHARPENERS?
why does it matter? as long as the pencil is sharp right haha.

23. WHAT'S YOUR STAND ON HUNTING?
who cares! cause i dont!

24. IS MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE?
yes. give me 50years =)

26. WHAT ARE YOU ALLERGIC TO?
your face!

27. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?
ice cream cake haha

28. IS TUPAC STILL ALIVE?
yes that nigga is alive

29. DO YOU CRY AT WEDDINGS?
if you punch me maybe haha.

30. HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR EGGS?
on a plate.

31. ARE BLONDES DUMB?
dependsss everyone has there moments

32. WHERE DOES THE OTHER SOCK END UP?
up your ass?

33. WHAT TIME IS IT?
uhhh 12:15am

34. DO YOU HAVE A NICKNAME?
yess i have many. most commen tree

35. IS MCDONALD'S DISGUSTING?
it sure is, but i styll eat it here and there haha

36. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WERE IN
A CAR?
lastnight

37. DO YOU PREFER BATHS OR SHOWERS?
showerss

38. IS SANTA CLAUSE REAL?
yesss. but he doesnt bring me shit! haha

39. DO YOU LIKE TO HAVE YOUR NECK
KISSED?
by the boyfriend of courseee!

40. ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK?
are you stupid! no.

41. WHAT ARE YOU ADDICTED TO?
many things ;)

42. CRUNCHY OR CREAMY PEANUT BUTTER?
creamyy

43. CAN YOU CRACK YOUR NECK?
yes and i can crack yours too =)

44. HAVE YOU EVER RIDDEN IN AN
AMBULANCE?
once in gr 6

45. HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU BRUSHED
YOUR TEETH TODAY?
once at 4 in the morning and another at 2 in the
evening when i woke up haha

46. IS DRUG FREE THE WAY TO BE?
yaa dude!

47. ARE YOU A HEAVY SLEEPER?
sometimes

48. WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES?
brown

49. HOW DO YOU SNEEZE?
i sneeze high pitch. what a stupid question

50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR LIFE?
its half way to perfect

51. WHO'S BETTER: STONE COLD OR THE
ROCK?
who cares.... the rock?

52. ARE YOU PSYCHIC?
i knew u were gonna ask that

53. HAVE YOU READ "CATCHER IN THE RYE"?
yup

54. DO YOU PLAY ANY INSTRUMENTS?
nopeeee

56. CAN YOU SNOWBOARD?
nooo but i wanna learn styll

57. DO YOU LIKE CAMPING?
yaa dude

58. DO U SNORT WHEN U LAUGH?
nope!

59. DO YOU BELIEVE IN MAGIC?
sureee

60. ARE DOGS A MAN'S BEST FRIEND?
hell no, they good pets

61. YOU BELIEVE IN DIVORCE?
depends

62. CAN YOU DO THE MOONWALK?
noo but i can walk

63. DO YOU MAKE A LOT OF MISTAKES?
depends, but generally no.

64. IS IT COLD OUTSIDE TODAY?
not as cold.

65. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?
damn it! i swear that question was already asked...

66. DO YOU WEAR NAILPOLISH?
no

68. WHAT'S THE MOST ANNOYING TV
COMMERCIAL?
i donno there's alot right now. jeeez

69. DO YOU SHOP AT AMERICAN EAGLE?
sometimes

70. FAVORITE BAND/SINGER AT THE MOMENT?
i've got many

i've never fallen inlove.. but think about this..

2006-01-04T05:47:29Z

I have learned to love and to let go ...it is apart of life...living and loving ...and accepting the things that you cannot control. Breakups are never easy to get over ...even yet ...easy to handle ...but with hardships comes reason ...everything happens for a reason and even though at times you can't find the reason(s) to life's downfalls ...life will always subside ...things will get back to normal ...and happiness will be your friend once again. With time comes healing ...u cannot force time to forget ...nor would you wanna forget. Your past defines your character and in life, the person you become will always be reflected from all those moments where defeat was your worst enemy. I have learned that you cannot control love. At times in relationships, people get too comfortable whereby they "love" only because that is what they are used to. They diminish their morals and values, everything they believe in, and when they know that "love" isn't there nemore, they become scared, fear overcomes them, they don't wanna be heartbroken, don't wanna be single, but in actually reality, all they are is BLIND! FOOLISH! Love cannot be controlled ...

=D

2005-12-25T08:33:02Z

SOOK DEE BEE MAII!
merry christmas everyone!
may all your wishes come true
have a safe and happy holidays!!
don't foget to get krunkeddd haha =D

ye ye ye

2005-12-24T09:06:30Z

it's been awhile since i've gone clubbin. actually it'e been 2months and i went to distirkt tonight and man oh man did i get drunk! it was so packed tonight but i styll had fun. i just wish taht my byfriend could have came with me. but i styll had alot of fun. thanks to the girlfriend, the friends, the cousins, ect. it was grrrest =) oh how i missed clubbin ahaha. today had a family chirstmas dinner. annie came over chilled ate chilled played cards and just had fun. then went clubbin and spent all my chirstmas money holly crapp that sucks! i swear. can't wait till niagara falls with the boyfriend. annie and quoc! =) it's gonna be grreat wow. okay well im soo drunk and soo sleepy soo off to bed it is. tooooodles.
happy holidays everyone!
merry chirstmas and happy new yearsssss =))
ENJOY YOURFSELF!! take care and have funn hahaa

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2005-12-21T22:18:55Z

breakdown...

argh!

2005-12-17T15:07:59Z

things are whacked outt and im going insane!

mr.spectacular my fccuken ass! i hate him!
my boyfriends a stupid jerk that should dieE!!!!
pissed off, stressed out, really sad and tired!

maybe it's time for a permanent break....? =\

baabooom!

2005-12-14T23:04:49Z

I'm not afraid to shine a little different. You have to take the good with the bad. Smile when your sad. Learn to love what you have and remember what you had. Learn from your mistakes, but never regret. People change, things go wrong. Just remember life goes on...appreciate it

people these days!

2005-12-13T20:50:20Z

riddle me this. when you get a loan or when you borrow money from someone. and you finally get back onto your two feet. shouldn't your first priority be paying them back? not fcuking around? all debates should be paid so that you can get it off your shoulder and they can get off your back. but what if the person that lent you that money is so freaken nice for her own good and she wont harass you for the money but she'll ask nicely here and there. but then you start to take advantage of that and procrastinate until the very end. but what if this person that lent you that money gets really fed up with it and decides that enough is enough and what's to get it back a.s.a.p what are you suppose to do? fcuk man start saving until you ain't go anything else to save and pay back your fcuken debates! ARGH! i hate some people.

wow!

2005-12-13T05:16:47Z

WOW what an emotional day i'll tell you. woke up early to go to Bradford for vicky's grandmas funeral. got there a little late but didn't miss to much. paid my respects to grandma. it was so hard not to cry. but i held it in as much as i could. seeing everyone else around me cry did a number to me i'll tell you that much. but i was strong. after the funeral home we all went to the cemetery... the place was so small. cause it really wasn't meant for lao people. haha lao families are just so freaken huge and then theres the extended family like me haha well we paid our last respects and said bye to her one last time. it was so hard to do. then we put her in this oven thing oh man! but yes she was cream-maded. so that she could be taken to laos to have another funeral with the rest of the family. she needs to be let go at home. hoesntly it doesn't really hit you until your actually in that moment and when you are in that moment you get stuck there and you think to yourself. why why why? but just know that everyone has there time to go. and hers just happend to be on wendesday night. i'm just greatful that she went without pain. she sleeped her way to heaven. we'll all miss you grandma...
then everyone went to a chinese buffet. and ate lots! then back to vicky's house we went. chilled there for a while. caught up with the family see what we've missed. then the kids just chilled out downstairs while the parents were upstairs. we played cards and just watched tv. joked around and just chilled out. didn't get home till 10 and didn't have a chance to go out with annie and kim for wings. this has been such an emotional day for suree.

r.i.p grandma. i love you and i'll miss you. Buddha bless. God bless.

just let me know...

2005-12-08T04:09:51Z

how does someone deal with death of a loved one? only because i got some news today that i wasn't happy about at all. a very close person to my family had passed away she was like a grandma to me. she was the sweetie person in the world. she was used o take care of me when i was just a little girl. she would always feed me such amazing food. and i loved her like a grandma. she was the grandma of vicky and lisa. vicky was like my best-friend going up. if i had anything to look forward to in the summer it was chilling with her every single weekend. the laos soccer field was the greatest time of my child hood. all the great food all the great company, all the fresh air the sunshine and just being around family. it hasn't totally hit me that she's actually gone. visiting hours are this weekend in new-market. i don't know if i can beasr to see everyone and i can't bear the fact that i have to say bye to her. when i do face the fact i know that it's going to hurt me hard. very hard. i hope that she's in a better place now. may her soul rest in peace. you'll truly be missed. everyone fells into place. everyone well end up with who they should be with. and everyone well be where they're suppose to be. in time.

092605

2005-11-10T03:48:14Z

wow i haven't been here for awhile. well alot has happend from the last time that i've been here. so here it all goes. i hope i dont leave anything out. well i've been seeing this white guy by the name of justin and it's been about a month and a bit. things are wonderful. the only thing is he such a stupid boy! i swear he has worst mood swings then i do. and sometimes it's just to much! i swear boys are freaken stupid. but he does make me happy so i guess that has to count for something right? i've seen him almost every single day and nope i'm not sick of him yet. and i ask him almost everyday if his sick of me yet. and he always says no. its that kinda thing where were with each other for countless hours of the day and when i have to go home. he can't wait to see me again. it's a good feeling to have someone there when you wake up and there whe you go to bed. it feels nice to finally have that. but sometimes i just can't handle all his mood swings. and i really truly beleive what jenne said to me today. "yes because he had something good, and he cant handle something good" it's not that im a good thing. it's just that i treat him good sometimes way to good. i just wish that he could open up his eyes and see it foreal. you know what i mean? and plus all the other girls that he's ever been with are totally different from me. there all phyco and insane and madly obsessed with him! it's kinda scary. but i don't know i'm just typing whatever. haha. well let it be known that i guess i'm actually happily taken. =) hahaa

i'm wondering...

2005-09-18T00:25:44Z

why do i contentley fall for those who just end up hurting me. i swear i can have the best judgment but at the same time i'm so blind and dont see what really needs to be seen. it seems like i go for those who want to hurt me. so it's like well i ever find someone worth wilded? or is that all just a dream of mine. everyone needs someone sometimes. can't stay single forever. or can i? i want to have taht happiness that i see all my friends and family have. when i look around it seems like im the only one that doesnt have what everyone else has. does that make me incomplete. sometimes it does. but i just let it get to me. well sometimes its just hard for it not to. so the question is.. is there someone special for everyone in this big world? or is it just not possible?

laugh it up

2005-09-13T22:59:09Z

my week is starting out grrreat =)) started school yesterday, oh how it felt so good to be back into schoo. it's styll feels weird if i say "my school" cause really its not haha anyhoo my classes are going good my teachers are nice my gym teacher loves me haha she yelled at me and made me go for the serior ball team its cool im on the team wooohooo lols. today gym was brutal had to do the 12min run. ran 4 laps and then i passed out! lol. ya can you say out of shape! like foreal. went to viet bar to go see brotherbear and rupert. played jits until my body hurt. so i found out that i'm pretty good for a girl that doesnt play jits much. so the terry fox run's on friday and and and and and and and can you beleive that my parents are leaving for cali! oh how i'll miss them. i'm goin to be so lonely when they leave LOL. but its cooooL i know i'll have fun with them gone HAHA all in all my life is just the way it should be a i love it. its fate haha, well just one things missing but not for long =) i hope..

baaboooom @ 2005-09-11T19:17:00

2005-09-11T23:24:29Z

BAABOOOOM! i got into school! and i start MONDAY! wooooo

i can't help but smileeeEEeeee =)) i can't really say how i'm feeling but all i can say is i'm feeling pretty good. and i love the fact that im just happier now. thanks haha... WOW lastnight was a funnNnn filled night. my weekend was over all pretty good

baaboooom @ 2005-08-30T18:21:00

2005-08-30T22:27:50Z

PICTURES! Samantha's birthday partyy - Aug 19 - just girrrls =)

samantha, tina, viki, vicky, ME, myshelle, vivian, sam, amanda